Starting Diary Again/Just Checking In

I had wanted to write about what it's like living with crippling anxiety, and the details of the sorts of things I struggle with on a daily basis, but I actually am kind of tired and don't want to focus on writing about something so heavy right now.
    I guess I should explain what happened with the blog. So I had three posts up, then awful things happened that shook me and made me feel like my life was over and completely took me out of writing anything anymore, and even got me to hide all my previous posts. Someday I'll maybe unhide them again, I guess.
    Don't really know what I want to talk about. Oh, I updated my deviant art page for the first time since I was scared away by a creep who belittled me because I said no when he crossed my limits. I didn't upload any SL stuff because I wasn't really feeling it, but I did upload some paintings and drawings I did. I know no one actually cares about anything I do on deviantart that isn't pictures of me tied up on SL, but it's my page and I have arts and I just wanted to share.
    So I guess just some short updates then? I need to get some sleep, I haven't been sleeping very well recently, and I've been feeling very sick and sore and awful for like a couple of weeks now and I really need to get like a proper long rest so I can heal. I've kinda been through a lot this month.
    I'm doing good though. It's still difficult daily but I'm okay. I have a lot of things to be happy about and grateful for right now. But yeah, I just wanted to make a post and get this thing rolling again, I guess I don't really have anything more to say, I'll have to do a proper post timoaroh.
    Oh! I found out tomboys and enbies are lethal weapons to me and are waaaaay too effective at teasing me. Bonus any% sequence skip discovered. Should make it easier now for people to get me from 0 to gray, which I'm not sure is a good thing? Will have to experiment more, the research is currently ongoing. Maybe I'll write about that timoaroh. Or I could write about why I'm spelling "tomorrow" so weird. Or maybe a Godzilla thing! Who knows.
    Anwyas, nini for now.

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Princess Maly 🌹

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